Childhood Recollections

Sometimes I like to reflect on my childhood.  I have many recollections of being connected to source.  One thing I used to like to do was start with a mantra...."who am I, who am I" and the world would begin to transform in front of my eyes.  Like one of the 3D pictures you have to stare at for a few minutes until the images separate and all of a sudden you see something in the picture that you couldn't see the moment before.  My world would transform and I would be filled with the absolute knowledge that anything is possible.  I would look around and see common everyday things and they would be magical, is was a surreal feeling where I felt like I was in a dream.  After being in this state of being for a few minutes I would come back out.  What a rush.   Now I know that I was seeing the world through the eyes of source...I completely let go of my resistance and it flowed through me.  I can also remember being places as a small child, 5 or 6 years old, and watching adults around me standing in line or waiting for something and I would think to myself, "Look how cute they are!"  In the language that I had heard adult use when they talked about little children.  I would often catch myself and realize that I was the small child and would think how funny it was that I as the small child was looking at the adult in an,"Oh, how adorable" kind of way. Now that I understand how things work, I can give meaning to that experience.  Again, I was looking at the world through the eyes of source, and then the ego, human part of me would reflect on it.