Everyday Miracles

It happens like this every time!  Doors magically appear where I hadn't noticed one.  This seems to always happen on days when I feel life energy flowing through me.  When I'm tapped in.  I spent this early morning reading a new book, one by Wayne Dyer.  I had several "ah-ha" moments as he phrased things a bit differently and brought attention to things in a way that made them shine.   I was feeling good.  I took some time to be still and silent.  I moved inward and quieted my thoughts.   A stillness was achieved.  Several hours later I open an email from my place of employment from a guy in charge.  To give a bit of background, several months ago, I had a new idea for a direction my work could take.  I felt true excitement about it for a few days.  Then, self-doubt started creeping in and I haven't given it much thought again...until today.  This email I read was opening a door, asking for communication about ways we would like to be involved in our jobs come fall time.  I immediately thought about my previous idea, and suddenly felt excitement again.  I could email this gentlemen and tell his my proposed idea!   Then  I thought, "I'll do it later."  Then  I thought, "What would you do if you knew you could not fail?"  Then I emailed him back.

Childhood Recollections

Sometimes I like to reflect on my childhood.  I have many recollections of being connected to source.  One thing I used to like to do was start with a mantra...."who am I, who am I" and the world would begin to transform in front of my eyes.  Like one of the 3D pictures you have to stare at for a few minutes until the images separate and all of a sudden you see something in the picture that you couldn't see the moment before.  My world would transform and I would be filled with the absolute knowledge that anything is possible.  I would look around and see common everyday things and they would be magical, is was a surreal feeling where I felt like I was in a dream.  After being in this state of being for a few minutes I would come back out.  What a rush.   Now I know that I was seeing the world through the eyes of source...I completely let go of my resistance and it flowed through me.  I can also remember being places as a small child, 5 or 6 years old, and watching adults around me standing in line or waiting for something and I would think to myself, "Look how cute they are!"  In the language that I had heard adult use when they talked about little children.  I would often catch myself and realize that I was the small child and would think how funny it was that I as the small child was looking at the adult in an,"Oh, how adorable" kind of way. Now that I understand how things work, I can give meaning to that experience.  Again, I was looking at the world through the eyes of source, and then the ego, human part of me would reflect on it.

Alignment feels so good

So for the last few days I have experienced strong alignment.  I'm feeling really good most of the the day.  I think about my new home and feel elated, I think about financial security and feel excited.  A few minutes ago I thought about going out on a double date with some friends and thought it would be fun to buy a new outfit for the occasion and the emotion that hit me right away was anticipation.  This is new and so great!!  I taught class tonight and it went really well.  Unlike most weeks, I felt no nervous energy before class.  Just calm anticipation. The class unfolded so well and some of the things I was able to talk about perfectly expressed what I had hoped to convey.  I was really being tuned in, tapped in, turned on.  It is so true that when you get to a good feeling place, it really doesn't matter that there are things you want that have not yet come to be yet.  It feels like joyful anticipation.  This is really good stuff.  I've given my girls some guidance when they have been feeling off and they have taken to it well.  I'll write more about that at another time, it's a good story in itself.